Something has been bothering me.. I don't know how to express through words anymore. I'm not even sure I want to try to define it. It's just this itch inside that I want to get rid of, knowing that I'll miss it. One of my best friends Emma reminded me my own motto - Don't worry, Be happy! Never put myself in uncomfortable situations. Think happy! It's been fun and it's been real. But it has to stop. Now! Nonetheless, I am so glad I have a friend who never judges and always guiding me. She doesn't put me back on the right track when I'm going towards the wrong direction. She only and definitely makes sure it is my own free will, that I understand the consequences. But when things get bad, she's always here to pick me back up on my feet. You're awesome Emma! And yes I'm still a baby doll after all!
Train tracks.. Everyone's leaving the house today. Katie and I sent the boys away by train. We were by the tracks. Waiting. Absorbing every last bit of breath from the most perfect breeze from break inside me. In. And out.
And I smile. It's a new day now! :)
No comments:
Post a Comment